erm.. todae.. a bit sick sick.. cos a bit flu flu.. haiyo.. but mama gib mi eat panadol.. but when i wan orh orh.. trevor cor.. but hp spoilt.. cannot pick up.. den dey cor my house.. haiyo.. den dey sae something serious.. ask mi go down to cp.. i so worried.. den quick quick go cp.. haix.. i tot it was a joke.. but it turn out to be true..

den i see her go.. i am sad.. but didnt show it.. i am realli sad.. i wanna cry.. but held back my tears.. den i went home.. sad and lonely.. but somehow i got the urge to jog.. so i went home change and went jogging.. all by myself.. den i felt better.. i got home once again.. and i receive a call from her mother.. she sae she wasnt back.. i worried again.. but i didnt tell the truth.. i noe auntie is gonna be upset.. i didnt sae.. i dun wan her to be upset.. mayb she will have a better way to tell.. i dunno..

sad and loneliness filled my dae.. i dunno wad to do.. guilty by all my lies.. i hate myself for tat.. i hope nth will happen to her... through she isnt v close to mi sometimes.. i still treated her as my best fren.. i realli dun wish anything to happen.. her mom in darkness.. i wish and hope and pray for the best.. haix..

[[gan.xiang]] miss you.. it hab been one dae.. n i had realise u r the onli one dat i can tok to.. xiang ni..