Monday, July 12, 2004

just now.. go watch mean gers.. it was great.. marvellous.. splendid~~!! my goodness.. so nice lorx.. i mean the gers were chio.. the story was okie.. ( mayb a bit lame?? ) heex.. great overall.. erm.. wanna find out who is the main lead.. she is so damn chio.. bleahx.. heex.. but.. spent 10.50 worx.. xin tong tong.. haix.. dunno when am i gonna save the money to get tat fone.. haix.. xiang dao jiu sad..

todae.. got practical.. fnn de.. erm.. a bit pissed off at 1st.. cos the guys neber bring their ingredients.. and one even dunno there is practical and didnt bring his apron.. haiyo.. but fang and kel manage to get all the ingredients wid the help ob their dad.. thanks bahx.. erm.. den the dishes turned out to be fine.. but mine is somehow too dry.. haiyo.. i am a bad cook.. budden cher onli mark on the presentation.. and the other group got full marks.. cos the prepare shooo much.. wad candles.. tablecloth.. everything.. even flowers lorx.. haiyoo..

todae.. papa still bo chap mi.. haix.. is kinda sad.. no.. is super duper sad.. i dun like tis papa of mine le.. haix.. i dun even noe wad he is mad about.. haix.. mayb i gonna ask mummy one of tis dae.. but mummy didnt seem to like mi either.. everytime scold mi.. even todae i go watch movie.. she sae wad i not gonna gib u money horx.. den i was tinking tat.. i neber even ask for ur money lorx.. i am using my money lorx.. den i didnt sae anytink and walk away.. haix.. wad hab i done to my family?? haix.. erm.. even my mum also liddat.. who can i trust now?? i am all alone in tis stupid idiotic world?? haix.. ib i am.. i would just wish to leave.. u understand how it feel to be ignore?? haix.. is like where ever u go.. u might just burst out crying.. n i nearly burst out crying in the public cos of tis.. but i somehow control my tears.. haix..

todae.. i am suppose to go out wid my best fren actually de.. but my frens ask whether wanna watch mean gers mahx.. den i rmb she wrote in her blog she gonna watch.. so i dunno whether she watch le mahx.. so i told her y nortx go out in weekend.. den she neber reply le.. erm.. dunno she angry mahx?? haix.. such a failure.. failure.. haix.. mux sae sorry.. haix.. dui bu qi worx..

yesterdae.. i went out wid my ex classmate.. to return her her clothes and fone.. haiyo.. she so chio.. stand beside her.. so pai seh.. ppl's eyes will move wid her de norhx.. haiyo.. but quite happi.. cos can make mi forget the sadness for a moment.. haix..

next week.. got two shows worx.. one is 13 going on 30.. another one is ella enchanted bahx.. tink will be nice also.. i wan watch.. but haiyo.. money~~ where find?? haix.. y liddat..?? haix..

[[gan.xiang]] quote from mean gers : "scolding ppl stupid dun make u any smarter.. scolding ppl fat dun me make u any skinner.." so i tink i should fan xing fan xing bahx.. haix.. so tinking i am sad.. dun make mi any happier.. mayb i should just forget abt everytink and move on bahx..




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