Friday, July 02, 2004

sianx daex.. stewpid.. todae.. so sleepy.. sleep durin recess.. lei lei worx.. todae.. morning.. rain big big.. but i go sch dat time drizzlin onli.. sianx sianx.. i wan big big rain de.. but actualli i wan big big rain when i am indoor.. dunno y i enjoy lookin out of the window when it is rainin.. love it.. a kind of feelin.. somehow familar.. somehow linking to mi.. heex.. but i dun like gettin wet in the rain.. erm.. sometimes still like bahx.. heex..

den todae lunch dat time i go down gib back him the bread.. i dun wan eat.. but he like angry liddat.. den bu li wo de.. den he dun take.. den i jiu put outside his class.. den i walk off.. cannot deny.. i am angry.. somehow pissed offx.. but he later tell mi he angry ob sth.. but dun wan tell mi wad.. mayb cos ob mi bahx.. bleahx.. den i also angry norhx.. den i bu li ta about half dae.. heex.. bleahx.. but den hai shi ok le.. heex..

yesterdae ar.. i saw something bu gai kan dao de.. tat msg.. haix.. sad sad.. ppl got ppl care mahx.. den i no hab.. so i angry.. veri xiao qi worx.. haiyo.. i horx.. even i also shuo bu liao myself.. somehow hate myself.. hate~~ myself~~

todae.. i go home straight after school.. den i mum mum.. den i go orh orh le.. heex.. so zhu.. i tired worx.. haiyo.. now veri cham.. everyone sae i am a blur pig dat sleep everytime.. haiyo.. realli mehx?? but ib i sleep enough.. y i still hab eye bag?? haiyo.. stewpid.. but i blur mehx?? heex.. a bit onli mahx.. not alot mahx.. heex..

todae.. download lotx of songs.. nice nice.. heex.. enjoy listenin to songs.. heex.. lub it.. but neber hab the talent to sing well.. haix.. den i think liang jing ru sing v well worx.. her song v nice.. haiyo.. lub it worx..

todae.. miss the fone.. neber hab the chance to hab it.. haix.. den i told mummy i want save money buy fone.. den she nag nag nag.. sae wad got fone le still wan buy.. den sae wad y dun u go buy all those necessary stuff.. but i use moi money mahx.. i wan buy fone mahx.. haix.. den i told mummy i wan work.. den i start lookin at classified ad like crazie.. den found none.. den miracle happen.. auntie called mi.. ask mi tml wan work mahx.. ob cos wan lahx.. heex.. miracle ryht?? heex..

<> feelin complicated.. total mess.. sometime u just didnt noe how to figure out wad is feelin.. cos.. it is the strangest but most unique tink abt humanx..




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