haix.. 2 more daes to a sad sad dae.. a dae which i come to tis unreasonable but lovely place.. haix.. which hab lots of sufferings.. but at the same time create lots of happines.. haix.. sad.. but for mi.. i count myself lucky.. cos dere is still ppl who remember moi bdae.. haix.. but y am i feelin so sad..?? isn't tat a good tink??

yesterdae.. i ask mummy whether can sponsor a bit money for my hp.. cos she sae my bdae cannot celebrate cos no money.. haix.. den she ans mi so harshly.. she sae wad "wo hen fan le.. ni hai yao liddat.." den i sae back "wo ye fan lorx.." haix.. hate myself for being so rude.. but somehow.. disappointed.. i tot mummy would spare a minute to tink before she answer.. mayb i wouldn't be so sad bahx.. haix..

sianx.. fridae gortx skool.. cannot go gai gai.. haixz.. haixz.. lots to complain.. haixz.. sad.. sadistic.. nth else to sae.. HATE MYSELF..

[[gan.xiang]] babies cries when dey 1st stepped to tis world.. cos dey noe dey r gonna suffer.. haixz..