todae.. sch reopen.. haix.. sianx diaoxz.. dun wan studiiee.. dunno y shox sianx.. studiiee also hab no future.. wad can i do?? but i wan lots of moneySS~!! i wan buy everytink i wan.. i dun wan to see everytink i lyk but cannot buy.. i hate habing tis ke lian de gan jue.. stupid lorx.. haix.. hen sad jiu shi le..

todae.. i go fone shop see fone.. (handphone) haix.. i wan change fone.. but den.. haix.. i no money.. birthdae cuming.. den i wan tell mummy ask her sponsor some money.. but dare not ask.. cos she everytime sae wad papa work not stable.. haix.. i also noe.. dat is y i didnt ask.. but den i zhen de yao tat fone norhx.. wo hen despo.. but no money i can do nothing.. haix.. tis mth de hp bill i also mux fork out to pay.. haix.. tat is how bad my family finance is going.. i feel so guilty of having this desire at tis moment.. but i can't stop it.. i love tat fone.. haix.. how i wish i hab all the money i wan.. so i can hab everything i wan..

todae.. feelin low.. down.. wid all the stupid idiot feeling all mixed up.. burning desire for a new hp.. feeling of loneliness in tis big big environment.. feelin of being dumped by every single human beings living in this world.. how sad?? haix.. wid no one tat understand mi.. clingin on to others like a pest.. irritating everyone.. haix.. dat is wad i am?? just sad.. sad.. sad..

haix.. my frens all like hab lots of money.. they hab everything they wan.. for mi.. even i work my money never seem to exceed them.. admiration.. jealousy.. haix.. y am i in this situation?? they can be as prettie as they wan.. for mi.. i will never be like tat.. haix.. sadistic.. seem like i am just a stupid human being living in tis world bahx..

end le.. dun wish to tok about all tis le.. seal up.. dumped away.. leaving it behind my head.. stupid dae wid stupid thoughts.. haix..